define love.

mm, its now 655am in the morning.

it's monday people!

yet i'm posting another randomn ttm blogpost.
this is horrible.

just had a rough night,
imagine you never ever got drunk and puked,
but yet, it was the very first time.
you puked a whole freaking dustbin out.
damn terrible!

i just want to say,
i'm out, pretty stress out, and done.
i can't wipe away what i saw,
can't erase away what happen.
one's someone i love deeply,
one's my good ....

to you :

i did my very best, i tried really hard.
to not see you sad,
to be there for you when you need someone.
to try to rebrand you and make you look nicer,
or rather more mature.
i'm sorry if i don't have enough time for you anymore,
because i'm really busy.
or currently, ain't that close to you anymore,
because, certain things or issues, do not allow us to be close like before.

but, why do you want to do this to me?
why?
i thought you were great,
but yet, i was wrong.
i hate to admit that i'm wrong,
but what's infront of me, is never never wrong.
please, i'm really feeling shit.


&to you :

i thought love was something special.
i thought, you and me creates love.
i thought we were the happiest couple ever.
i thought you were the one,
& i thought you loved me.


10mths,
&i'm done.