feeling a lil lost, yet my love one's beside me right now.
can i deny the fact that, that night happened?
trying so hard to push it away, because, i'm crazily in love.
i want to send a message to god right now,
hoping he can give me a guidance,
and lead me through.
i'm sick, tired.
Dear God,
please help me get through this stage.
It's really hard to trust the person you love the most when everything's just
so sudden.
It's been almost a year, and yet a whole lifetime to come.
I really can't live without him, and i don't wish to leave him.
I truly pray, i want to get out of this thought,
this crazy headaches constantly at night.
this frustrating paranoid mind.
why? i really don't know.
Want to have trust,
want to pretend nothing happened.
but no, you disallow.
how i wish i was this stupid girl,
who knows nothing but just fall in love.
And i would'tn have to do this time and again,
and find out more.
This is
crazy, shit.
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