randommm.

hm,
its 1140am,
woke up at like 10am.
and have been thinking about all kinds of things under the sun,
from secondary school times till now.

sometimes, i just wished, time would turn back, and just let me look at myself.
let me look at the things i've done wrong,
let me make up to everything, or anyone i've taken for granted for.
or, just not let anyone that would hurt me, come into my life.
if i could, i'd definitely, not let you come in.

you are a good person, a good friend, a good samaritan.
but things ain't just going the way it is,
things you do, disgust me,
things you say worries me.
i'm worried not because your saying things that are directly hurting me,
but yet, whether karma will fall on you.
we don't meet no more,
don't see each other no more,
yet your creating more and more barriers, walls, tensions.
i'd very much want to just keep the good times in me,
and just let it be.
you were never anybody bad to me,
you were never another random person i'd spam vulgarities on.
next time , if you want to say anything or do anything,
please,
think back, and look.
maybe you just don't have to do this.

hmmm,
enough of emo-ness.

anyways,
last night , mummy called,
saying somebody called me through my house phone,
and i asked who, she said ,
forgot the name already,
and she din even tell me whether its a girl or a guy.
damnnnn.
but still, it's so strange.

who in the right mind would call me through my house phone,
and not contact me on my phone.
must be some stupid ass,
disturbing.
LOL.


NOTHING can describe how i feel right now.
maybe shopping would just make me feel better.
(: