CHRISTMAS.

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE. (:

LOL.
damnnn,
can't go home today. ):
extended till 28th.

arghs.
but, i got presents! (:
for diana, percie, jeri, wenwen, johanna,
jerold, zach, liangjie, my family.
LOL.

and got desiree her d&g keychain,
and got for auntie wendy prada accessories. (:

mm, just spoken to mummy,
she's having gathering with my relatives and all. ):
and i wish i'm there.
boooooo.
but, i guess today we're going sogo.

hahaas,
can search for my ysl! (:
LOL, and baby's getting his gucci shoes.
hehhhh,
and baby got me my christmas present. (:
yayyyyyy.

i'm too lazy to take pictures and post it.
LOL.
maybe tonight.
now got to go pack all the stuffs.

mmmm,
i guesss, i bought TOO MANY branded,
that my bag cant even fill in everything.
i think got to go buy the gucci luggage already.
damnnn.

ciaooooos.

FIFTH DAY.

mm, another day in taiwan.
booooo,
might have to extend the stay, due to auntie wendy not being able to come out.
siannnn,
i'm so bored already!
everyday buying stuffsssss.
arghs.
but here's what i got today! LOL.
bought like tonnes of rubbish again,
and some for auntie wendy,
which is given to her already,
so din take picture.
bleahhhhh. makeup box , some nail kit.

my box full of stuffs. LOL.

and OMG, they have boutiques of ANNASUI! =D

and this bag is just marvellous. (:

yay,

got it for around 800 sg?

LOL, like cheap!

mmmm,

anyways, hope tmr can go shopping with auntie wendy,

cause she's much better.

bleahs.

I WANNA GO HOME ):

for my sistaaaa.

hahas, and this is for my damnnnnnn SISTER. (:

FIFTH DAY. (:

tadahhhhh! (:
bought some random stuffs today!
wahahahas, my new gucci wallet.
hahas, and i decided on gucci, cause lv was not to my satisfaction,
but the price is like, SIMILAR.
damnnnn. hahas.
but i got me the newest edition of guccciiiii. =D
gna get somemore tmr!
wahahahas,
ysl tmr, plus maybe,
more anna sui, and chanellllllssssss.
anna sui carpet! LOL. mineeeeee.

the eyeshadows, damn cool! cards for my loved ones.

and MAKEUPS. =D

and theres umbrellas, make up pouch and blusher etc. LOL.

YAY, =D

funfunfun.

happyhappyhappy.

and i got my damn, leather skirt! heeeeeeees.

randommm.

hm,
its 1140am,
woke up at like 10am.
and have been thinking about all kinds of things under the sun,
from secondary school times till now.

sometimes, i just wished, time would turn back, and just let me look at myself.
let me look at the things i've done wrong,
let me make up to everything, or anyone i've taken for granted for.
or, just not let anyone that would hurt me, come into my life.
if i could, i'd definitely, not let you come in.

you are a good person, a good friend, a good samaritan.
but things ain't just going the way it is,
things you do, disgust me,
things you say worries me.
i'm worried not because your saying things that are directly hurting me,
but yet, whether karma will fall on you.
we don't meet no more,
don't see each other no more,
yet your creating more and more barriers, walls, tensions.
i'd very much want to just keep the good times in me,
and just let it be.
you were never anybody bad to me,
you were never another random person i'd spam vulgarities on.
next time , if you want to say anything or do anything,
please,
think back, and look.
maybe you just don't have to do this.

hmmm,
enough of emo-ness.

anyways,
last night , mummy called,
saying somebody called me through my house phone,
and i asked who, she said ,
forgot the name already,
and she din even tell me whether its a girl or a guy.
damnnnn.
but still, it's so strange.

who in the right mind would call me through my house phone,
and not contact me on my phone.
must be some stupid ass,
disturbing.
LOL.


NOTHING can describe how i feel right now.
maybe shopping would just make me feel better.
(:

FOURTH DAY.. (:

i'm currently damn damn damn full. X:

just ate some hotel food, LOl.
it was goooooooooooooooooood.

went to some aromatherapy with desiree,
and it was SO SO SO PAINFUL.
it's meant to be good for the blood something.
mmm.
anyways, din get to go the branded stuffs place again,
cause auntie wendy's sick again.
and she wanted to go, so we change to the night market again.
booooo.

bought quite a number of stuffs,
spent like 10k = 500 bucks,
on things like doraemon, lil twin star and my lovely tinklebell.
damnnnnnnnnnn.

WASTE MONEY.
LOL.

sian,
gna go get my mani pedi done tmr,
and maybe hair the next day.
LOL.

3 more days to go.
and 6 sentences are just not enough to describe how i feel right now.

goodnights.

THIRD DAY. (:

heeeeeeeeees.
the third day! (:
and finally, auntie wendy's out! =D
shes recovering.
mmmmm,
andddd, we went to this branded place thats similar to ion.
LOL. andddd,

BOOYA! (:

got my baby's christmas present. (:

fucking gigantic lighter!

bought 2 lanyards for me and baby,

it's the 6th (:

got the bag for a cheaper price, (:

and that's my baby's shirt! =D

wahahahas,

gna get more tmr! (:

yayyyy.

gna get my chanel and lv.

wahahahas.

and got some stuffs for my loved ones, =D

yayyyy.

fruitful trip.

second day. (:

damnnnn,
EARTHQUAKE! ):

i don't want to die in taiwan!

okay,
had in house breakfast,
then went to taipei 101 for a shop,
got baby his armani shades, and my lancome perfume set.
MUAHAHAS.

and i'm considering on lv wallet to gucci,
and gucci lanyard to D&Gs. boooo.
too troublesome to think about it.
LOL.

and the lv in taiwan are like,
OMG, the moment i went in,
it feels sooooo normal.
cause, theres like FUCKING LOADS of people.
damnnnn.

but anyways, the weather now is like 9 DEGREES.
argh, damn cold!
andddd, we went to this night market,
bought lots of stuffs,
but baby and i only spent 8k altogether in the market,
while desiree, that splurge girl!
she spent 10k alone. -.-
DAMN IT.

LOL,
and we went to the jap restaurant in the hotel,
to have our dinner eh.
and suddenly, it was SHAKING REAL BADLY.
damnnnn, i'm like,
I DONT WANT TO DIE HERE.
errrrr, but it lasted for 3 secs?
hahas, it feels like a whole fucking hour.

but the japanese food here is FANTASTIC,
and its cheapppppppppp! ((:

andddd, went back to the room,
found out that the earthquake was cause by phillipines plates and stuffs.
and it affected the another state of taiwan,
and its 1 hour ride from that state to taipei.
and, theres this warning of tsunami coming.
soo take precaution and stuffs.

i really hope, it won't come to taipei.
damn it, i fucking wna enjoy my trip! ):

and i'm going for spa treatment tmr with desiree goh! (:
bleahhhhs.

FIRST DAY.

i'm back blogging,
no idea why, hahahas.
maybe just to type out my everyday schedule from NOW.

boooooooo,
am in taiwan.
reached last evening at around 6, and took a one hour trip to the hotel,
damnnn jamming!

and auntie wendy's sick, she's got quaratine by the quarantine officer when we got there.
but luckily its just, testing her blood and all,
and they said will call and check up over the weekend.
hahas, and so we did the usual , went to immigration and all.
and while we were queueing up,

I HEARD A SOUND.
*poooooooooooooot.
and 2 seconds later,
the smell came.

OMFG?!?!?
the damn stupid uncle infront of us, did the most awesome fart !
ohdamnnnnn.
and he pretended it was nothing.
HE THOUGHT WE DIN KNOW.

bleahhhh, and me darren desiree just walked around the
GRAND HYATT.
lols, ate the hotel buffet,
which is SO SO SO 10 TIMES better than singapore's.
omg, im gna get fat!
LOL. =D

and, now
I'M GNA EAT MY BREAKFAST.
wahahahas.



*absence does makes the heart grows fonder*
well, maybe i'll love my mom more. (:

reminiscesssssss.

creations of you&me.

the girl,
the heart.
the disappointment.
the broken.


thehim,
the intention.
the wrong concept
the broken.


how did two became one,
it's all in the mind,
he was sweet, she was cute.
he was lovely, she was devoured.
he was keen, she was happy.


but what happened.
understanding led to quarrels,
does it mean, to not understand,
they'd be happy?

sometimes, life's amazing,
sometimes its intentions are too strong,
turns you vulnerable.
can one change all?
that i ask of you, god.

great people all over the world,
yet feels deceived.
the most scheming,
yet the strongest.
the weakest yet,
the lovable.

don't want to feel helpless,
yet creating barriers ahead.
walls are built,
friendship crashed.
relationship built,
friendship ruined.

selfless thought,
indecisive moments.
greed, powerful word.
its in all.
hide it, live it.
no choice but keep it.

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs.
strange randomn emotions running towards meeeee.


GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

orangeeeyyyyyyyyyyy! (:

wahahahahhas! (:

woke up like 5 plus?! LOL.

damn, i wont be able to sleep tonight, ):

arghssssssss,

its the third.

got an orange ipod, wanted to get pink,

but darling said no moreeee! ):

but its okay, I STILL LOVE IT MUCH MUCH!

yayyyy, and it was in this forever friends bear,

with a very sweet card.

heeeeeeeeeees, thankyouuuuuu darling. =D

suppose to meet up with zach and jerold,

but no, guess pig jerold went to bed. DAMN.

rahhhhhhhhhs,

anyways, HAPPY NIGHT EVERYONE! =D

random photos.

alright, some random photos from anthony robbin's talk.
met this few vietnam big shot people.

this is my lovelyyyyyyyy jeri! (:

hahahahs,

and right now, shes missing mr auntie tan SOO MUCH.

happy third baby, (:

siann ttm dbbbbbbbbbbb!

rahhhhhs,
today, went shopping with jeriiii,
totally sian db.

missed wenwen! LOL.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZACH,
well, it was yesterdayyyy.
but still, happy 19th friend.

a year passed , so fast.
like how so many things happened,
in this year.
like really, many.
i can't even catch the time anymore,
can't even reach out to you anymore.
please, slow down.
i would really love to catch my breath.

anyways,
went to social house to celebrate zach's.
had alot of fun,
but 3 times in a week, ain't that fun eh. LOL

no photos yet,
cause xinyi aint passing me any.
rahhhhhhs.


tomorrow's the third.
time flies,
thank god i found you, love.
thank god.

let go, suffocating.

hah, been a few days, since i last blog.

thought i'd jst leave the blog hanging again,

but knowing that it actually is still alive, is quite a miracle.

rahhhhhs,

been quite busyyyyy, or not.

attempted to work at it fair yesterday,

with jerold, zac and darren, FAIL miserably.

dammnnnnn!

so ended up, sleeping through.

hmmmmmmmmmmmms,

and today's uncle andy's birthday,

HAPPY BDAY UNCLE.

well, he might jst wont see it, but still. no harm. lol

anyways, got to go get presents with darren for him tmr,

and apparently, dinner .

missed wenwen! and of course my lovely jeriiiiii.

):

i wonder when willbe the next shopping trip.

hms, parents are back from hongkong,

freedom GONE. ):

siannnnnnnnnnnnnnn,

been thinkin quite a bit,

jst hope everything would be jst the way they are meant to be, till the end.

hope, you'll be happy with what god has prepared for you.

and, although, i cant be with you all the way,

i wish you'll still remember me, during the times.

i missed you, wonder if you do.

but, i really wish you'll be happy.

and forget about me.

& myheart, trapped.

set it free, someone.

please.

alright, some random photos on korkor's bday. (: random ben singing.
its, ben, phil, wen, yx, jeri. (:

korkor & ME. (:

i swear i'm that tall!

got this personally customized for that asssss.

bahhhhh.

it's, bert, shayne, junlong.

lol, republicans.

this was totally CANDID.

alright, its the BIGGGG BEN.

wenwen would be crazy over this photo. (:

its philip!

some brothership thingy created~

alright, totally, darkkkkk.

but still, love em! (:



thats allllllllllll, (:

& i missed you.

so screwed.

alright, decided to come back blogging.
WHY,

" thou shall not ask."

lol, random.
but no idea.

wanted to use livejournal, but yet still felt better with blogger.
damnnnnn,
stuck with the old.

anyways, not meant to be blogging at this hour,
simply because, i'm meant to be asleep! ):
and got to meet my dear wenwen tmr at 8 am, for mac breakfast.
then , the ANTHONY ROBBIN'S talk at expo.

arghhhhhs,
not interested~
but still, expensive, useful.
as told by mr augustine !

even jeri's going, soooo,
bear with it mabel!
jst 4 days.


alright, shall post some random pictures! (:


tudosssss.